F O O T N O T E S

To My Friends Who Are……….. SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love’s only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are………… NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s "perfect person." It’s about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are………… PLAYBOY / GIRL

Never say "I love you" if you don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn’t intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.

To My Friends Who Are………… MARRIED

Love is not about "It’s your fault" but "I’m sorry"… not "Where are you?" but "I’m right here"… not "How could you" but "I understand"… not "I wish you were" but "I’m thankful you are here."

To My Friends Who Are………… ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are………… HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are………… NAÏVE

How to be in love: Fall but don’t stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are…………POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are………… AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

KAWAN ATAU SAHABAT YG BAEK MESTILAH SEORANG YG JUJUR, PENUH KASIH SAYANG, TAHU BERJENAKA, BIJAK & SETIA. LEVIH BERMAKNA KALU DIE BOLEH MEMBELIKAN TIKET WAYANG FILEM KEGEMARAN ANDA.

APA YG PASTI, BUKAN MUDAH UTK MENCARI SAHABAT YG MEMPUNYAI SMUA KUALITI TERSEBUT. NAMUN, BAGI SEORANG LELAKI ADER BEBERAPA JENIS SAHABAT YG SEMEMANGNYE DIE PERLUKAN.JIKA TIDAK, HIDUPNYER PASTI PENUH DGN KEBOSANAN.

1. KAWAN UTK MINUM BERSAMA
Kawan seperti ini amat kiter perlukan! Tidak kiralah sama ade sekadar menghabiskan segelas the tarik di kedai mamak atau minuman ice blended di Starbucks. Die tetap setia menjadi peneman, biarpun terpakse duduk & berbual berjam2 lamer nyer…

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: tak de siapa pun mahu dilihat minum di kedai mamak atau di kafe seorang diri (ESPICALLY AKU). Walaupun ader mase nyer kiter perlukan mase utk bersendirian. Tetapi, ade nyer kawan seperti ini, tidak lah kiter nampak macam kera sumbang.hehe..

2. KAWAN YG TIDAK PERNAH BERJAYA
Die berumur 35 tahun, xhabis belajar & masih tinggak bersama ibu bapa. Memburukkan lagi keadaan,kerjaya nyer tak penah tetap & ade saje kisah malang hidupnyer utk diceritakan. Kalau diikutkan kawan sebergini memang xbanyak gune nuyer, tetapi die sentiasa ader maser utk menjawab panggilan telepon anda.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: walau seteruk mane pun keadaan anda, die adalah lebih teruk daripada anda.misalnyer jika anda baru berpisah dgn kekasih, die pula langsing tak pernah mempunyai teman wanita.

3. MENTOR
Tak seperti kwn2 anda yg laen, seorang mentor biase nyer mempunyai gaye tersendiri. Die pandai berpakaian, berupaya menaekkan semangat orang laen & mencapai kejayaan yg anda hanyer mampu impikan. Ish2…

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: die boleh menjadi tempat rujukan bagaimana utk terus maju dalam kerjaye menerusi pengalaman & nasihatnyer.

4. KAWAN PEREMPUAN
Die menjadi pemandu arah apabila hendak mengetahui apakah yg bermain di minda seorang wanita. Kawan perempuan boleh terdiri dari pada sepupu, kawan sejak kecil, atau bekas kekasih.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: kawan seperti ini xpenah kesah utk menghabiskan mase bersama2 membeli hadiah hari jadi buat teman wanita anda. Malah die berperanan sebagai penasihat sekiranya kekasih anda mula bersikap seperti seorang psiko. Haha..

5. PEMINAT ANDA
Walaupun anda bukan lah pekerja harapan di pejabat atau pemaen terbaek dalam pasukan bola sepak di kampung, tidak pasti atas alasan aper, die menjadikan anda sebagai ROLE MODEL.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: memandangkan die sentiasa mengagumi anda, kawan seperti ini biasa nyer akan sentiasa bercerita tentang kebaikan anda kepada owang laen, terutama wanita. Bukan senang nak dapat pegawai perhubungan awam (PR) percuma beb!

6. KAWAN BUJANG
Lelaki yg berhasrat utk membujang sepanjang hayat nyer. Die biase nyer hidup atas peraturannya sendiri, tidak perlu melapor atau meminta izin daripada owang laen utk melakukan sesuatu.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: bila2 masa sahaja anda memerlukan pemain utk mencukupkan pemaen pasukan futsal atau ingin mengadakan jamuan makan, die sentiasa ada utk membantu. Lelaki ini jugak kadangkala akan menjadi penasihat cinta peribadi sekiranya anda terjebak dalam percintaan yg penuh dugaan.

7. KAWAN YG BANYAK HUBUNGAN
Perlukan mekanik, die tahu sape mekanik yg mahir & mengenakan caj yg berpatutan. Anda ader masalah perundangan, tidak menajdi masalah, die kenal sangat dgn peguam hebat yg penah terhutang budi dgn nyer.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: pendek kate, die selalu ingin membantu, sebut sahaja apa yg anda mahukan, die pasti ader owang utk anda rujuk. Cuma, pandai2 ar nak balas jasanya itu.

8. KAWAN YG KAYA
Semua owang suka kan kawan yg kaya dan pada masa yg sama cukup pemurah. Die memiliki ape jua yg diimpikan oleh setiap lelaki sama ada kereta, rumah ataupun aksesori mewah. Lebih penting, die tak kedekut utk meminjamkan wang ketika anda dalam keadaan kritikal.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: boleh menumpang kelebihan yg dimilik tanpa perlu berasa kecil ati dgn kekurangan sendiri, selain menaikkan semangat anda utk menjadik kaya sepertinya. Selaen itu, die juga penting sebagai tauladan (Cara die makan, duduk, berbual dan berpakaian) utk anda mengahadiri ke majlis2 formal dan berkelas tinggi. Yelah, owang kayer mesti dah biase pergi ke majlis2 sebegitu.

9. KAWAN DI GIMNASIUM
Kawan seperti ini boleh menjadi inspirasi kepada anda utk menjaga tubuh. Die akan memastikan anda terus fokus utk menguruskan badan dan tidak kedekut memberi tunjuk ajar dan tip senaman yg berkesan.

KENAPA DIE BERGUNA: die menjadi sumber motivasi kepada anda utk mempunyai bentuk tubuh yg menarik.

10. HAIWAN PERLIHARAAN
Tidak kiralah sama ada haiwan kesayangan anda seekor kucing parsi (like my HEEJEERAH!hehe), anjing dari baka chihuahua, ikan emas ataupun ular albino, ia tetap setia menunggu anda pulang ke rumah tanpa leteran.

KENAPA IA BERGUNA: wajahnye yg comel membuatkan hati anda tenang selepas seharian berada di pejabat. Paling penting, ia boleh menjadi tempat meluahkan perasaan dan tak boleh memberi komen yg menyakitkan hati….

ANDA TIDAK BOLEH MEMILIH AHLI KELUARGA, TETAPI BOLEH MEMILIH KAWAN YG ANDA KEHENDAKI. CUMA PASTIKAN BAHAWA SETIAP KAWAN ANDA ITU DAPAT MEMAENKAN ‘PERANAN’ MEREKA DGN BAEK. HARUS DIINGAT, ANDA PERLU BERTINDAK SEBAGAI SEORANG KAWAN YG BAEK, JANGAN HANYA HARAPKAN OWANG LAEN SAJE BERBUAT BAEK KEPADA ANDA.

P/S: petikan ini diambil dan diadaptasi TANPA kebenaran daripada surat khabar KOSMO 5 MAC 2007. tqoit

Aku sebenarnyer punye ar berazam tak nak tulis blog nie dalam mase terdekat nih (which means sampai abes this whole damp-busy-sem) Sekali, pada petang ari ahad yg panas nih, (arap2 baju aku kering.huhu) tetibe je aku tertengok satu ‘peristiwa’ yg merangsang aku utk menulis blog nih balik..huihui..

Aku tengah semangat wat tutorial mats nih (sambil dgo lagu THE FRAY - HOW TO SAVE A LIFE..seyes BESH!), pastu tetibe aku terperasan ade seekor lalat terstuck kat lelabah punyer web kat study desk aku (spider’s web ape hek dalam BM? Luperrr!!!) kasihan lalat tersebut.

Terkontang kanting nak menyelamatkan diri dari web tersebut. Si empunyer web plak ader kat situ. Lelabah nih usik2 ar lalat nih gune kaki-kaki tangan die sambil sembur2 jampi serapah berupa air liur kat lalat tuh… ish2…zalim2..tapi lelabah tuh nak idup gak, nak wat camne kan?

Lalat tuh tak wat pape pun selaen memusing2kan sayap die cam kipas helikopter tuh supaya die nampak lagih besar dan mengerunkan lagih.. agak nyer ar.. hehe..aku tak sempat lak interbiu lalat nih…huhuu..

Walau bagaimanapun, dan dan jek lalat nih ntah camne ntah leh melepaskan diri die lalu terbang tinggi.. chewah!hehe..si lelabah plak duk jek termanggu kat situ. Tak taw ar die wat per. Menangis maybe..huhu..

Dah masuk part serius. Actually, aku nak bawak kengkawan aku berpikir sejenak. Banyak moral of the story dalam kisah lalat nih. Satu of coz berusaha tangga kejayaan.(penat tuh wat sayap cam helikopter!). another 1 of coz ar dun ever give up in ur life. Opportunity does not come easily bebeh..

Tapi moral laen yg aku pasan ialah camne lalat tuh leh berusaha nak selamatkan diri nyer walaupun dah diambang2 nyawa. Yg pasti, kalu lalat tuh tak mati sebab dimakan lelabah tuh, die for sure akan mati terbakar dek lampu kalimantang study desk aku nie yg sentiasa memancar2 dgn terik nyer.. hyperbola sket.. haha..

Ye ar. Aku kat sem nih je dah bape kali berasa cam dah nak putus asa.seyesly! sem nih jek aku dah demam 3 kali. Baru haff sem. Sem lepas demam 3 kali jek. Sebab demam aku senang jek. 1st and last demam mesti ar sebab nak adapt kan diri after coming back from balik cuti. Biase ar.cuaca kat sini panas die laen kan…aku kene pakai eyemo jek sbb mate kekeringan.(aku kan jarang nangis..hahaha).

Sebab yg laen mesti ar sbb tensen.. tensen pelajaran, tensen test, exam dah nak dekat, tensen tak leh perform. Takut not exceed others expectations. It is a hard life. Aku tak genius cam hadi k ejat k.. so, I have to work hard to earn wat I have and will have earn. Huh. Penat tau! TENSEN~~~~

Yg paling aku tak leh handel tuh tensen sbb expectation owang terhadap aku. Expectation family, docs, friends, even myself. (mengigil taw nak tulis nih.huhu)

Dulu aku ingat aku penah nak bunuh diri tym pmr SPM dulu. Please jgn ketawa, tp nak taw sebab per? Sebab 1st tyme for the whole 2 years form 4 n form 5, I got C5 for my add maths. Seyes among the bottom of my class.

Cikgu add mats aku siap panggil aku g jumpe die personally g explain pesal aku tak dapat A1. malu gler babih ar. Siap suruh bawak kertas pekse, check semula, wat skali lagi, tuh smua ar.dah tu balik, bapak aku marah gler.bapak aku kalu marah die senyap jek. (silent treat owang putih cakap). Tu ar lagih parah.aku lagi senang owang marah direct. Cikgu tuisyen aku lagi (siap die datang umah aku tanye ade pape prob k x, care die mengajar dah laen k…), malu kat kwan2 aku lagi..

Masalah yg aku tak leh terima, ialah bler diorang ingat sbb aku bercinta, result aku down. Ntah ar. Aku rase tak. Tp sbb tym tuh aku punye self estem low gler, aku malas nak cakap banyak. Duk dalam bilik jek. Rase marah kat smua owang. Rase cam sial ar senang cter.huhu.. Nak bangun balik pas terjatuh memang susah. Tym tu ar tensen gler2.. and THAT thing happens.. malas ar nak cter secara details..

Tp lepas peristiwa tuh baru aku sedar. Diorang nih concern pe nyer kat aku. Sayang aku… aku rase cam born one more tym ar..alhamdullilah sesangat…baru tym tuh nak dekat kan diri dengan agama balik…huhuu…jangan ar jadik cam aku rakan2 sekalian…

Ish! Aku rase cam britney botak tgh nyanyi2 plak kat telinga aku.. “Give me baby one more tym!”hahaha..

Akhir nyer, aku dapat gak balik A1 add mats utk trial exam. Baru naek balik confident aku. Life isnt easy…

Wise man said,

“The hardest burden human being has to carry is to fulfill the expectations people towards u. The hardest burden u have to carry is to live ur life in different ways of others’ expectations..”

So, live ur life well, memang betul, pe yg berlaku tuh ader hikmah yer.. cam Naimah (my coursemate) cakap, dekat kan ar diri dengan agama. Aku cakap plak (mane leh kalah!) kalu korang rase u are alone in the world, no one here understands u, look inside ur inner self, g ar wat sembahyang sunat k, bace al-Quran k.. seyes tenang hati korang yg tengah bergolak tuh.. ( a remainder to myself too). last2 gak.. mesti ar ingat Allah. Jgn berlagak dgn Allah.. Insyallah tak…

Living my expectation,

Haaziq

P/S:moral dari lalat tersebut, “expect the unexpected”haha…

Hurm.. maybe I in the future I shuld write a biography-cum-self help book! Haha.. (feeling better then ever =)

sempena valentine’s day..

aku nie susah nak kapel lame dgn sesape pun. aku cepat sgt bosan. aku paling lame kapel 3 minggu kot..huhu..(tu pun kalu aku xslap kire)

so, nak dijadikan cter, dak ppuan yg aku kapel paling lamer nie ar yg paling baru.. tyme kat matriks…(kat U bz gler..tak sempat nak carik…wawa..lagipun dak ppuan engin, biase ar..haha.. no offence here)dah pas 3 minggu, ktowang clash.tu pun sbb kantoi aku maen kayu tiga..haha.. not my faulth! =P

pastu dah clash, something weird happen. she becomes a close fren of mine..(sjak bler stat exes become ur close frens???) sampai skrunk ar ktowang ‘kawan’…

tp masalah nyer, die cam kongkong aku(in a way like gf does). aku ajak kapel xnak plak. pening2. kalu aku xreply msg, marah. kalu aku xmsg , cakap aku dah lupe die. pastu bler aku nak opinion die bukan nak kasik. huh. so our relationship is indeed ‘complicated’ and riding up and down like roller coster… (wich means wether she cries or i vomit in anger.lol)

pening pale woo ralationship camni. jap ok. jap tak. aku nak je cakap, ske ati aku ar nak layan die k tak. i dun need to explain everything to her aight?? she aint my gurl!oh man…

nie tak. aku ajak jadik gf offically, die tak nak.pastu expect lelebih dr aku.aku baru je nak tobat dah tak nak ‘memaenkan hati ppuan’ cam dulu, tp nak wat cam ne? lg2 dgn relationship cam ni.

kepada ppuan2 ka luar sane, laki tak suke digantung tak bertali heh..

hurmm.. so, wat shuld i do now?? wat bodo?? (die tgh merajuk sbb U aku cuti dari awal dari U die.. silly bukan?) ajak die kapel?? terangkan kat die?? nak explain per?? wawaa… heyp!!!!

P/S: sorry pakai bahase campur aduk. kawan2 aku suruh aku tulis dalam bm, tapi bm aku tersangat2 ar lemah… ish2…

PERKARA2 YG BES TYME DUK UMAH

1. feeling secure (in family sense)

2. xpayah pikir pasal nak makan kul bape, nak makan ape, kat ne… (mmg susah)

3. tak payah pikir pasal duit. nak gune baru mintak (kalu kat U nak mintak skali 2 3 ratus cam byk. tp kat umah tetiap kali kuar mintak 50rm, seratus, nampak sket.ngeh2)

4. xpayah pikir pasal study (thanks God)

5. ske ati nak tdo kul bape, nak bangun kul bape..(parents aku xpenah kejut.siap suruh maid aku turun kan langsir kalu panas.muahaha)

6. jimat kredit (xpayah kjap2 msg tanye nak mkn kul bape?tgh wat per?turun xpetang nih?ko kat ner? and etc)

7. makan bende sedap2. supply cokelate, susu berlambak2. yg plg bes xpayah bayar sendiri.hehe

8. bley tgk tv!!! gosh! i wish my tv..

9. xpayah basuh baju… (seyes penat basuh sendiri baju..huuuu)

10. and last but not least, spending a quality tyme with my parents…. =)

PERKARA2 YG TAK BES PLAK TYME DUK UMAH

1. takut tyme malam2. nak tdo pun susah. asyik pasang telinge takut2 ade dgo perompak nak masuk kat tgkat bawah..huhu

2. kene simpan smua laptop, enpon, and bende2 berharge tyme nak tdo.

3. duk umah xwat pape jek except mengemukan badan..huahuahua

4. terpakse berdepan dgn mamat sekor tuh a.k.a adik aku tetiap ari

5. makan kene bersupan.. huhu

6. bosan plak buat keje yg same tetiap ari (makan, tgk tv, kuar jap (parents anto), online, makan, g toilet, sembahyang, tdoooo)

7. kat umah aku slalu "termiss" sembahyg espically subuh (sbb parents aku xkejut.huhu)

8. xleh naek besikal..haha

9. xde mud nak study. ye ar. kate holiday.huihuihui..

10. and last but not least gak, I miss my frens!!!

I was at the airport, sending off a close friend who was leaving for the big posting abroad.

We had been friends since school and had maintained this close friendship ever since. We had been there for each other through tough times –relationships gone bad, illness, deaths in the family, periods of unemployment (which means times when we do nothing accept wasting our times.huhu…

We shared good times too, -graduation, girlfriends and just general happy times.

“How many friends do you have?” he asked me suddenly.

“Oh I don’t know.. we know a lot of people,” I replied.

We had always been popular and had never found it difficult to make new friends.

“No, I don’t mean friends in the casual sense, I mean true friends,” he persisted.

Most of those we call “friends” are merely acquaintances, he explained, people that we socialise with, not so much by choice but because of circumstance.

When we were in school, there were ten classes with about 35 pupils in each. We used to see about these 350 people every day for five years. We played together, and we antagonised teachers together.

These were the people that we grew up with and who supposedly shaped our character.

“So, where are all your schoolmates now?” he challenged me.

I realised that I didn’t know where most of these 350 people were, and I had no idea even where to begin to look for them…

After my friend’s flight had departed, I kept thinking about where all my school friends, or even my 5 ST 1 classmate had disappeared to.

I met up with some other schoolmates later and posed the same question to them.

“Where have all our friends gone? What happenened to Izzati? Is Aravin still alive? What about Gerard? Do you know where Hanis ended up?” (P/S: of coz the questions were translated in malay.muahaha)

Although all of us remembered everybody we went to school with, no one knew where the majority had ended up. Well, except me of course. huhu. I hardly rememeber people names. So if you want to see me after 2 or 3 years, please do bring your old picture.. haha… just kidding.

And, for those of us who knew where Haziq Zakuan was, and how many kids he had (if of course, he had married), no one seems really kept in touch with others. Even more frightening was that no one seemed to care!

And that, I supposed, was the crux of the matters. We had all just grown apart.

So, my friend was right.

These waren’t really friendships in the true sense. These were not people that I could go running to in the event I needed help. These were people that I would fondly recall old stories with, but they were not true friends.

I will never forget the words of my friend that night at the airport.

“Everyone is only looking out for himself.. you are lucky if you can name one true friends on every fingers of one hand.”

To be blessed, I would have to be able to count five true friends.

I still consider myself blessed that I count… three.

THANKS FOR BEING MY TRUE FRIENDS FOR THOSE THREE PERSON. YOU ARE ALWAYS HAS SPECIAL PART IN MY HEART.

from your friend,

haaziq

       I almost forgot the feeling of monday’s blues.i remembered back when i
was in high skul.how hectic it was likes 2 wake up,frantic search for
school uniform,took my breakfast in hurry and have 2 be in school in
time.i grew up in quite a ‘ok’ family.i have my mum,maid and babysister 2
luk afta me.even then,finding my own tie is a questionable question
depending on luck.(all students have 2 wear school tie in my old
school).however my dad has discovered a brilliant solution.he bought me and my
litle brother two tie each.one is for the spare part and he put one in his
car and another in my mum car.

        I am now almost 20 years old.feeling better n much more older.i kinda
miss my youngster days.today is certainly i am.i woke up at 7 sharp and
took my bath.just the sound of water from my bathroom could be heard in
the calm and peaceful morning.i somehow felt that i have violated a law 2 disturb
the undisturb quiteness.i then cycled 2 cafe near my beloved chemical
school building.and to my shock it was empty.1 of the food stall just
open up their shop,even the food havent arrived yet.i am the first
customer there (except for couple of makcik cleaner working there).i checked
my watch,it almost 7.40am!class n other business here was suppose 2
start at 8 o’clock sharp.i finally settle down with a piece of 50kupang
bread and a cup of hot milo.i dun like 2 drink hot water,but 2 my
dismay,the makcik cafe said that the ice-man hasnt come yet.damn.

        I guest when i already missing my monday blues,many others are still
strugling with theirs.smiling with mysef,i thought perhaps when i have
my own family, the blues will come to visit me again.

        After that i went 2 the lecture hall for my mathematics lect.even
there,the hall is 3 quarter empty.hurm.almost 7.50am rite now.afta couples
more minutes finally half of the students came.some of my frens
already said that they wont come 2 mats lect today (it has become a rutine
that even the lecturer has understand well) lect start as usual even half of
the hall still empty and i already regret my other half unfinish milo
that i left on the cafe table. Owh man.

        A new week has begun…

POSMEN PENING HANTAR SURAT TANPA ALAMAT

LONDON:Seorang posmen terpaksa berhempas pulas menghantar surat yang mengandungi nama penerima dan lakaran peta rumah penerima,bukannya alamat seperti lazimnya.Sampul surat itu mengandungi lakaran kawasan South West dengan titik di North Cornwall serta anak panah tertulis: ‘lebih kurang di sini’.Akhirnya posmen berjaya mengesan penerima surat itu,Peter O’Leary yang digelar rakannya sebagai Bude."Saya berasa takjub kerana dapat menghantar surat itu,"kata posmen terbabit,Eric Seymour kepada akhbar Britain,The Daily Mirror.-Agensi

haha…kalu aku dah buang dah surat tuh.. tak pun mintak over tyme dari owang yg anto surat tuh…huhu… sabo je ar…

ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.

TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.

VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

PS:
Hahaha…. i am scorpion ma….
quite true actually…
hehe…

A FRIEND TAT WORTH REMEMBERING…

    Last week my old frens came to visit me in usm. He was my schollmate and even my matrixmate. But now he is furthering his study in upm instead. He came with one of my matrixmte too. She still the same as I can remember. But I am nt gonna talk bout them rite now.

    It always comes naturaly for you to be happy when ur old mates came and visiting u. But honestly, I don’t not feel like tat. I really appreciate though, they willing to spend about 4 hours in the bus from KL to Penang. It is not like I don’t like them, but their arrival made me thinking…

    Do I already move on with my life? Leaving all my old frens behind? Through all the high and low, the darkness and glow, are I just let them all faded in my memories?

    I used to messaging and contacting them when we in the first few weeks in our respective univercitiy. At one point wen they are too busy to replying my msg, I was tickling with angry. Oh God, they are forgeting me. and start from tat very moment, I made mysef promise tat I will never msg them b4 they msg me.

    Thank God, I made many new friends here. Even some of them I can catch wat the fuck they are talking about. I live my life as well as I can, and I seem unitentionally erased all my school and matrix pictures from my laptop. Save for the few.

    Sad but tat is the true. My stand comes clearly. I will not bothering to remember person tat aint remembering me.

Wen I sent my frens to countinue their journey to usm main campus, the sadness cames without an invitation. Wat the heck hv I done???